The 40-year-old opened up about how a lot Lamar's "demise" affected each individual within the Kardashian household as a result of he was seen as their "protector."
Khloé Kardashian is reminiscing on her time reconnecting with ex-husband Lamar Odom.
On Thursday’s episode of The Kardashians, Khloé and her greatest pal Malika Haqq head to Santa Barbara to kick off Khloe’s fortieth celebrations.
By coincidence, they occur to go to a resort she as soon as stayed at with Lamar Odom (and once more with different males), San Ysidro Ranch.
“It was a darkish time right here. I am certain they’re like, ‘That woman’s right here once more?'” Khloé mentioned to Malika.
“You are residing your greatest life,” Malika burdened as they toasted the start of Khloe’s new decade.
Malika then puzzled if Khloé nonetheless believes there’s the right individual on the market for her.
“I imply it’s important to imagine that there’s a good individual on the planet, since you’re an excellent individual,” Malika mentioned.
“However he is not out on these streets,” Khloé responded.
Nevertheless, Malika emphasised that with a purpose to discover somebody new, Khloé wants to go away the home extra to satisfy males.
“I am not on Hinge and I am not on Raya, and I do not wish to be,” Khloé mentioned after sharing that she goes to India along with her sister Kim.
As they had been speaking, Malika instantly acquired distracted by a bug in Khloé’s hair which she proceeded to whack with a serviette.
“I really prefer to be hit somewhat bit. I like somewhat aggression. Strangle me, spit on me, no matter it takes, Khloé responded, earlier than rapidly including. “I am simply kidding.”
To that, Malika countered, “You are not kidding.”
Elsewhere within the episode, Khloé and Malika acquired a tour of the villa Khloé had beforehand stayed in.
“I’ve really stayed right here earlier than, once I was married many moons in the past,” Khloé shared. “We undoubtedly took benefit of the jacuzzi.”
A producer then requested Khloé throughout her confessional if she had “processed” her assembly with Lamar and requested if she was “glad” it occurred.
“I believe I am nonetheless processing what this assembly meant to me,” Khloé started.
“As a result of our dad died so younger, Lamar was like the primary man that ever got here in our lives that was like the pinnacle of the family. Lamar was everybody’s protector. Everybody, even when somebody was older, seemed as much as Lamar. So, I do not know,” Khloé mentioned as pictures of her life with Lamar life flashed throughout the display.
“Nevertheless it made me unhappy as a result of the demise of Lamar harm and affected each single one among my household. We nonetheless love him and cherish him, however that man just isn’t there. Seeing him at Malika’s, I can not enable you anymore. You may by no means be this individual all of us idolized.”
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