Talking to one another for the primary time in almost a decade, Khloe wasn’t having it as Lamar denied doing medication earlier than his overdose, earlier than revealing she “punched” him within the face when she caught him utilizing once more amid his restoration.
Khloé Kardashian and Lamar Odom’s first dialog since 2016 continued on Thursday’s new hour of The Kardashians — and, man, was it uncomfortable.
After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he needed to select up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s dwelling and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his aspect all through his restoration.
“I like you for making an attempt your hardest with me. Love, I do not assume it will ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really non secular particular person. You marry anyone, you get married in entrance of God,” he mentioned, expressing remorse for his habits after they mentioned “I do.” In response, Khloé advised him, “I do not assume you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”
In a confessional, she mentioned she advised him “loads of occasions” what he could be shedding if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not all the time get second possibilities and you’ll’t preserve doing f–ked up s–t and anticipate folks to remain round.”
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As he advised her he had loads to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she questioned what made him cease. He mentioned he needed to be round for his kids, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”
“I assume in due time, if you happen to give me the chance, you will see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am in all probability cool sufficient to be your pal,” he advised her. “As I get older and begin to notice what I may need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”
The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar advised her, “I am so a lot better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally known as Khloé “one of the best spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”
In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the energy” to satisfy with Lamar, in addition to Odom for displaying up.
“That needed to be arduous for him to stroll in. I really feel a whole lot of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt unhealthy that he had this habit that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my baby who– that was the love of her life and she or he thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that method for them. It is loads. It is loads to wrap my head round.”
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After the decision, Lamar additionally acquired choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, if you happen to acquired a mom that helps you, how robust that s–t is.”
He then advised Kardashian she appeared good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” up to now. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Although I’d have cherished so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward somewhat bit.”
She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” doable. Khloé then advised him cease regularly referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It does not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not communicate.”
When Malika — who was witness for a few of the dialog — mentioned that was a “harsh” remark, Kardashian then pushed again arduous.
“It is not harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 occasions. But when I inform you the reality one time, which you could’t name me that since you could not communicate, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not communicate as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have completed it. His fault. Not my fault.”
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That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nevertheless, is one thing Khloé clearly does not consider.
“You haven’t any thought what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not discuss if if you happen to’re not going to be sincere,” she advised him, getting heated.
“I used to be there when your father mentioned pull the plug so he could be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there once you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she advised him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I acquired staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”
Beforehand-unseen dwelling video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him along with his children, asking whether or not he knew who they have been.
“Do you bear in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking utterly?” she then requested Lamar, as he advised her, “as a result of how I did medication after that.”
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“Why on earth would somebody … you possibly can’t speak, I needed to educate you sizzling from chilly, diapers, the right way to stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner cellphone to name a drug seller to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to search out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered the whole lot in that home.”
That, he mentioned he did not even bear in mind taking place.
And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go choose up her children. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he mentioned in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her somewhat extra,” he added.
In her personal confessional, Khloé mentioned the dialog made her notice how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however perhaps that is okay. Do I believe I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.
“As we speak was loads, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel happy with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am making ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”
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Later within the hour, Khloé stuffed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”
“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I kind of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually know the way I mentioned bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.
“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I am going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nevertheless, made Kim notice they all the time “really feel unhealthy for folks” they in all probability should not.
“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a bunch remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe mentioned that whereas she feels unhealthy for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.
“We acquired into somewhat backwards and forwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medication.’ I simply can’t with that story,” Khloé then advised them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He does not bear in mind how lengthy he was there.”
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Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to satisfy Saint when she gave delivery, as they have been each in the identical hospital on the identical time.
“What I went via with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a unique method, it took away my innocence. Perhaps that is what occurs once you get married in 9 days,” she mentioned, admitting they in all probability did get married “method too rapidly.”
“But when somebody requested if I’d change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medication, I do know we’d nonetheless be married ’til right this moment,” she then advised her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the correct particular person at the moment. No person knew he was on medication till it was a minimum of a yr in. That is what was so terrifying.”
Wanting forward, she mentioned she does not assume she’ll ever actually enable herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went via with him, and wasn’t certain “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be buddies.
“He would acquire a lot extra out of that friendship than I’d acquire. He does not add something to my life. It could be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she mentioned. “That is additionally a giant motive why I am not leaping into courting. I wish to make certain I am in a strong, blissful place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to satisfy somebody.”
The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has “a great one coming” her method.
New episodes of The Kardashians drop Thursdays on Hulu.
